Please help - seriously wanting to commit suicide.?

Life is yours and you need to be strong for yourself...I know its hard. I live a hard life too and I would like to take the easy way out but we can't do that. You're the only one who can change things for yourself. People feel sorry for you, as you do yourself, but it's time to change your life, not end it. Take some time away for everyone and focas on you. You are a good person with bad problems and problems can be solved. Take a deep breath and calm down and everything will be fine. It takes time.